PHOTO DIARY BY MLN

Hello, hello, hello! It's been a while, hasn't it? Last time I posted I was still in Prague and about to face 30h bus ride back home. I survived it, but barely. Kidding. The first 12h were the worst until I got off the bus at around 6 am for 50 minutes, had a nice talk with some guys from Lithuania and then proceeded to eat sleep and watch cartoons for the remainder of the trip until I finally got to sleep on a bed, well it was a pull-out couch, later that day. And let me tell you, it was heavenly.  What have I been up to since then? Working, more travelling, biking, eating the most delicious and amazing food and of course, tons of much needed self growth. Last year I went trough a lot emotionally and mentally. For months I doubted everything, but I hid it well. Smiled, even though I was actually screaming internally. Until in august I said enough and started the journey of getting better. It's been ...

It's almost August already. Which means fall is just around the corner-my time of the year. Couple of weeks ago I decided to play a tourist in my own city and joined a guided tour trough old town and actually learned couple of new things about this and that. It was lovely. Now I'm cursing over my Photoshop, which decided to stop working suddenly and in all honesty I can't wait to escape to the country side already for couple of days, away from rush hours and people with mean faces. I want to lie in the grass and pick raspberries off the bush. I just want to breathe. 

It's the new year and 1/12th of it is almost over. I've developed permanent hate for no-parking-yellow and craving  for raw foods and bagels. (Latter after  having a long discussion about American food.) J tought he should be able to whip some up. 

I like fall. It's my favorite season. I love how suddenly everything becomes so colourful; red, yellows and oranges fighting for domination. Taking long walks in the woods with last of the warm sun and drinking cup of tea after cup when it's raining, I like it. It's peaceful. For me fall is the beginning of the year, not January. Fall. 

I have 6 months worth of pictures to photoshop. Oh lord, give me strength! We had a weekend trip to Narva and Narva-Jõesuu back in July with couple of friends. I miss the beach and the warmth. And also a thank you to my friend K, who captured this.

Down time and vacation in the summer was all I needed. Now it's almost over and all there's left are late nights and weekends.  Alot has changed in the last couple of months and it's time to become a real grownup and that terrifies me.

It's cold outside

Käisin maal ja võtsin digi ka sel korral kaasa. Üle paari kuu digiga pilti teha oli hoopis teine tunne kui filmikaga. Ja kohe läks õnneks nii valguse kui ka kohaga. Ma armastan kevadet. (pildi seeria hakkab nüüd siia tekkima)

Juba viimased paar päeva on mul olnud mõte, et peaks vahelduseks digilt filmile üle minema. Täna siis ostsisin oma Smena kapist välja, uurisin filmi hindu ning leidsin suurepärase pakkumise. Homme lähen vaatan, kas poes ka seda on ja pärast seda võib pildistamine lahti minna. Üleüldse, kuna mul on kaks blogi ja enamus tähelepanust saab teine omale, otsustasin, et panen teise kinniseks ja suunan suurema osa energist siia. Jah, suvel sai seda katsetatud, aga praegu leiab kunstiline pool minus rohkem aega kui rääkiv pool. siit ka küsimus: mida te näha tahate, kas jätkan ainult fotodega või lisan ka maale (sest joonistamine ei ole minu just kõige tugevam külg ning seda täiesti ilma naljata)?

(pildid on rändomilt) Kuna õues on külma palju ja mina seda eriti ei talu, ei raatsinud ma sinna isegi mitte tänase ilmaga minna. Avasin lihtsalt akna ja vaatasin, mida pildistada annaks. Leidsin puud akna tagant piiskades ja see oli nii ilus. Ainult, et kaamers jäid pildid palju paremad ja kui laadisin need arvutisse jäi tulemus üsna kesiseks.